Ynot's World

Way too many times we look at other ppl 2make us happy-whether it be from them doin sumthin4us-or us doin sumthin4them- isn't so much bout 'em tho-other ppl can say n do things we like or dislike-but its all on us2be happy or unhappy in general-when bad things happen its easy2hole up n not put ourselves out2be hurt again-but if ya not really livin then ya cant be happy anyway-so ynot take a chance n go 4ya dreams n have a chance 'o happiness along with whatever else may come-coz the rest is gonna come anyway eh

Fits4sure on MLK day-but then again it holds true no matter what 'n applies2anyone-'n it's also y i'll be takin a trip soon too :D

Had a great music bath tonight watchin my lil niece play sax4the school band concert tonight-felt great 2forget bout docs n everything n just watch her do her thing-she has the same love 4music that i do n it's so cool2watch her lose herself in it n forgettin bout all the ppl listenin2her solo-she owned every note!! her last concert was memorable in more ways than one 'n i was just really glad this time the focus was totally on the kids-it was really her night2shine n she did it well :D

Seems like that's all Ive been doin' lately n its still notta nuff-went2the doc n came home n i've been sleepin pretty much the whole day away-my stomach's more settled tho so i guess maybe it's doin sum good-time will tell eh?? in the meantime i'll keep dreamin dreams that make no sense-but as long as i can still dream at all i'm still in pretty good shape i s'pose :)

Guess it kind o depends on the day whether I'm an optimist or a pessimist-but one thing's for sure i'm ready 4a new year!! The last one hadda lot o ups 'n downs-'n i'm glad i was 'round2c it all unfold-way too many weren't-I guess my only resolution is2try 'n focus even more on the things that really matter-livin' life the best way ya can-'n makin every day count more than the one before-happy new year from ynot's world!!

Please don't mention movin'!! I've been dealin' with that for what seems like forever now-'n at last I can c the end!!4now anyway-I'm not trippin' over boxes anymore 'n that is a huge plus!! Out here in what sum (at least one) ppl would call "woop woop Iowa" it gives a body a lot o time 2think-n thats what i need now-just time2pause n then move ahead-n im pretty sure i know my next direction now too!!

It's been awhile since I've written eh-sumtimes there's just not a whole lot2say bout my day-hasn't been the best o weeks really-ever have those days where any n every thing that can go wrong does? That's been my life lately-but on the positive side...the sun's out (misleading coz it's cold!!) -I got my windshield fixed in the jeep (cost me 100 deductable 4sum unknown reason tho!!) -I went back2work (I'm off under docs orders again now!!) -chip's feelin better (more money at the vet) -my sister's gettin married (more packin4me!!) Guess the moral o the story is---there's good 'n bad 2everything-is up2you whatcha do with it eh? :)

That was definitely me this mornin! When I got to work it was like I was in a trance - thoughts from the xxxtra long weekend kept me smilin most o the day tho -ya don't realize just how spoiled ya get til you're away from it eh!! I was brought back2reality sum when the pagers started goin off 'n people comin in 'n out o my office 'n the rest o the interruptions the workday brings-but mostly I was there in body not so much mind-come2think o it-what's so diff than any other day eh??:P

Ummmmm not sure what I did-but I definitely musta done sumthin not so right!! My first blog post is no longer there 'n I have no idea where it went! I've been redoin' my old website- https://ynotsworld.tripod.com/ 'n I was puttin nuther link back2the blog 'n when I went 2check it I saw the berry first post was gone :( I'm hopin it's just gone from sight4now 'n the blogspot server has it tucked away sumwhere-had2be their fault-surely it wasn't mine!! :D

Guess we will too eh-might be the first chance i get at this rate

Of the entire brood he is the only one--the solitary one--that possesses malice. That is the basest of all instincts, passions, vices--the most hateful. He is the only creature that has pain for sport, knowing it to be pain. Also--in all the list he is the only creature that has a nasty mind."- Mark Twain

Since I woulda gone broke a looooong time ago tryin that-I decided to end "vacation" 'n go back2work this week :D It went pretty well but I could surely tell just how much I'd been slackin lately by the end o the day!! Is a good kind o tired 4a change tho 'n I'm not gonna complain-too much! I'm sure the day2day routine will set in soon 'n the novelty o snowblowin the drive2getcha car out o the garage will grow old-after the first one o the season it always does!! But 4now-I'm still smilin when I when I get up in the mornin-4that 'n bout 3 other reasons - so I guess life's good eh? :)

That bein' said I s'pose the house deal went as well as it could-everyone gota lil sumthin-'n the lawyers/brokers gotta lot o sumthin -but it's done now n one less thing2worry 'bout eh? That's always a plus in my book-now it's on 2the future! A future without lawyers/brokers would be even better-even if it's just4now coz I can't stay homeless forever!!

First Mate